Sarah Wong/ 16
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"If we discover a desire within us that nothing in this world can satisfy, we should begin to wonder if perhaps we were created for another world."

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I feel like dancing

Because there's a joy inside me that nothing on this earth can take away
I just don't know what to do with myself

Why can't it be enough just to want to be a better person
we are no coincidence

there are billions of bodies in this world but
only one is inhabited by you -
odds like that are enough to convince me 
that coincidence 
is the craziest concept of all

we were seventeen and invincible/ got the world figured out

Hey stranger long time no talk. Just had a lovely birthday full of people I love and have to thank everyone for the presents/ cards/ texts/ wishes from the bottom of my heart even though most of them won't read this because all of it really made my week :)

And I'm missing the MG peeps so so much I can't even and I hope you guys know that :')

Today I slept in the latest I've slept in the past month and my first thought when my mind woke up was that I'm 17 years old. SEVENTEEN it just looks like a huge number and feels like an oversized sweater I have yet to grow into, like I was not made to ever be this old.

But being 17 has been fun so far haha the week has been good and life is becoming a routine again in a way I can appreciate, the next two years are going to pass like a bullet train at this rate.

OK PW TIME NOW

Happiness hit her like a train on the track

I'm scared by how happy I get over little things like a cup of coffee or not having to pay attention during class (e.g. in GP) or rain or going home before five or reading the papers on Saturday mornings (they never come early enough on weekdays) or even lunch honestly I feel like a kid sometimes. But focusing on the littler things helps distract me from bigger things that I'm tempted to worry about but shouldn't :) This is a happy post btw!! If that was not clear haha
Then I realised

All I want to be is genuine

feeling trapped in this tiredness
One Thing Remains

Your love never fails/ it never gives up/ it never runs out on me
MARCH HOLS YAY

Decided to blog today because I think this is the most I've run in a single day haha seriously 3km at MacRitchie + frisbee training but it doesn't matter because March hols has started and I am happy :)

Things are happening all the time I'm actually starting to feel like I have a life nowadays!! Maybe too much of one I can't keep awake in lectures and I'm practically failing Math maybe those two are connected haha but ok I see myself having to make a lot of choices these two years, beyond CCA drama and subject combi, and I pray I make the right ones :/

Missing MG peeps like crazy but I'm happy where I am, gives me the chance to appreciate people a whole lot more and know which are worth keeping close :)

Okay I realized my posts look quite grey without photos so




TEAM MG SPIRIT YEEEEAH
HAPPY

17 seems like such a foreign number right now, can't believe that'll be me in two months. It's as if the dust is finally starting to settle and everything's falling into place and all I think about is how undeserving I am of so many things in my life.
Everyone's changing

Tired already and it's just been a month half into the new year. Feeling caught in that awkward space between an end and a beginning and wondering now if the past is really worth holding on to.
HWACHOOOONG

Orientation for has been fun and draining all at once, I really thank God for my OG/CT and the fact that looking back I don't regret my first choice despite the culture shock and the initial feeling of being somewhere I don't belong, every day I understand a bit more why I'm here and I'm crazy excited for the next two years of my life :)
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